Saturday, October 20, 2012

a GoOd Start ! :)

10/20/2012
Yet another day without the job which am still dreaming off !! Just passing each day with just hopes and dreams....Don't know how long i can really hold on to do this. Working in this BPO is like a nightmare every single day. Someone said that "Dreams do DIE at times" , Wish it doesn't die in my case !!
Got a shift at 4.30 in the morning and am sitting here thinking to myself how to pass time.
There are four of my friends in my room ,the first one named Surendar Sharma who's almost 32 years old , married and has 2 twin kids who came to bangalore like most of us searching for a job and still didn't get any. Finally lost all of his hopes and planning to going back to his hometown.We call him the Sharma Ji. The second one named Dixit almost 27 years old who completed his MS in the US and working in Tesco now who is really troubled rite now of his work and pretty much of his own family and personal issues, planning to quit his job any time if he gets a chance and go back to the US who's playing a PC game while talking to his Girl. And the final one named Venkat from our near by room, who's pursuing his degree in bangalore who's life is full of dreams and of various choices yet to be taken. And me watching all of them and blogging . Didn't really come up with anything else to blog about so if any of people are reading this please don't be mad at me.
The problem is there's nothing special happening in my life these days other than whining to people about the fact that am out of the a job which am dreaming off or to sit alone and listening to all sort of sad songs and forcing me to feel bad about the job.I do agree that job is not the only one a person should focus on but still am tired of waiting these days. I should be happy with the job am rite now that is selling hotels and airplane tickets through EXPEDIA. But i don't feel like am destined to work in a BPO. Going to try being happy each day from now like how i used to be before. I used to enjoy all little moments in my life once when i was in college. Going to do it all rite from the scratch , gonna make things rite ASAP.
Wish i could blog everyday and share all the crap what ll is happening in my life.
My roomie's are waiting for me to play counter strike .
Gotta go Join em.
PEACE :)